I'm stuck ..... in a place of malaise. And I don't like it .... one bit.
I sit at my writing desk in the mornings and struggle to be creative or think of new ideas or get my ideas to go anywhere. I want to write a fabulous children's book and November is PiBoIdMo (Picture Book Idea Month). This is the children's writers' equivalent of NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month). While those novel writers are tossing down 1500+ words per day this month, we children's book writers are to generate oodles of picture book ideas each day of November.
My little notebook has only five or six page-fulls ... and it's a damn small notebook!
It's NOT easy ... at least when you are stuck!
Stuck looks and feels yucky! I am doubting my ability to be goofy or to think like a child or to ever ever come up with the edgy, off the wall, never-thought-of-before stuff that the publishers seem to want.
And then this comes crashing in .... do I need to give this dream up?
Dammit it --- NO! ( I hope not, anyway).
But I do need to find a way to get un-stuck. To lift the fog and feel light again.
I am not asking those who love and care about me to rush in with encouragement or platitudes, chicken soup or flowers, or to humor me with the weird facial hair they have going for Movember.
All I know right now is this..... when I heard myself say I had nothing to blog about this week, this thought appeared ....
My blogspot's title is COURAGEOUS Wonderings.
And I think it takes some courage to say, "I'm in a funk."